Monday, June 4, 2012

Running Away


Last week I ran away. I ran an hour away from my life in TC.

Why?

Because I couldn't handle my PPD anymore. I needed to escape and be around my support net. I had started falling down that rabbit hole I had not been down since high school.

In high school I had gotten so depressed that I had started cutting. I got help and I know how to handle it when I get that way again. Hence why I packed myself and Kaileb up and ran away back to those who have supported me and been there for me through everything.

It was the best decision I could have made.

The kiddo and I were very well taken care of. I stayed with my best friend, her gorgeous daughter and "our" Mom. These guys may not be blood but they are my family. They helped me work through a lot of why I was depressed all while helping me take care of baby boy.

While we missed Daddy and he missed up the best thing he could have done for us was let us go and work through mommy's depression. 

For those who are still here following this blog of mine, thank you for sticking it out with me. You guys rock!

I have got my depression back under control and I am starting to figure out this mom thing. Well that I can still do things I normally did before I became a mom, for example...blogging.

mom holding baby boy

having some tummy time at the bugs tball game

I see you mommy

talking to little man, he was being a fussy bucket

my bestie and I 

the bug
Anyway, look for more posts to come. I am seriously trying to get back into the swing of things and rocking the mom thing to boot!

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